Just my luck.  The moment I realize how to be the person I used to be, and develop a new understanding for who you are, it’s done.  Normally I’d just give up, but I’m not giving up on this.  I can’t be without you.  You are my world and mean everything to me.  I have meant it every time I’ve said it.  I’ll show you, I’ll prove you wrong.  In the next two weeks, I hope you see that I am renewed and ready to start fresh.  I love you, and I don’t want my life to be without you.  I’d do anything to just be able to hold you again.